..Life's PuZzLe..

Tuesday, May 01, 2012

:'( s a d n e s s

I've been trying to get hold of my emotions last night but
tears well up when he doesn't seem to understand what I am trying to point out.
I felt so suffocated that I vomit and was gasping for air, I nearly fainted but

I never gave in to that thought.The hatred that I felt was so intense that I can hardly

catch some sleep. I'm just thinking if this is a sign of my PMS or is this something else.

Praying that everything will be well with us

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Tuesday, April 03, 2012

duh? what's with me today?

Impatient mode today :'( I have been so loud today and
I hated it guess these are the signs of PMS, all women, as far
as I know experiences such.. sorry LORD for disappointing you today

I'm half excited and half lonely
while vacation is approaching how I wish
we can spend the 5 days vacation together
but unfortunately he has work to do and I can't
argue with that. Fine, I understand :) I need to
be understanding since he's doing this for our own
good.

I have to packed my things in 1 bag and I was mumbling
that I can't exceed 2 baggage. good luck on my 2nd attempt to
fill my luggage later..hmmm... just as thought can I just fill it with goodies ?! ^_^
so I can snack on it while I suffer from the long hour drive to my hometown:) hihi

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Monday, April 02, 2012

weekend date :)

I've enjoyed the weekend with my pat :)
and I just realized that having someone special in your life makes everything
positive :) and although we're both exhausted and sleepy we
still managed to share our laughs and giggles with matching
kulitan..it just makes my life simply complete having him around.

I felt so good sharing dead serious talks with him, he reminds me of the
perfect guy that I wish I have 10 yrs ago. I knew that dreams come true when
you sincerely ask for it, Dearest Jesus faithfully answers every prayer.

I have spent the weekend with him and guess what?

I cooked a special dinner for the both of us with matching itlog na pula

and tomatoes and ponkan as our dessert

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Thursday, March 29, 2012

New and better me

and I'd like to declare that I am completely being independent now..
I'm trying my best to live a life with no regrets :) I mean on the personal
side..

I want to free myself from the dark shadow of debt and resentment
so I'll willfully do everything as long as its not rule breaking or against moral
uprightness..

May our Dear LORD guide me in my good cause :)

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Friday, March 23, 2012

new ways, new changes

I've been trying so hard to change my
old ways of splurging a lot on materialistic things
although I don't usually invest in pricey stuffs but
I usually spend a lot on my personal necessities ( i mean
its not a need its more of a want). Thank GOD that
I am overcoming this bad habit now.

I have come up of ways to save

-I need to think of our savings
- I must always weigh if it is more of a need than a want
- I must prioritize my buys
- I must check if I things are still ok for use.

As a grown up I need to be more financial conscious
and I would love to see myself as a newly transformed individual.

My journey begins now..

Posted at 11:46 am by kimy_curls13
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